First let me tell you that I am sore today. Keep in mind, I like feeling sore after a Crossfit work out. It makes me feel like I have accomplished something. Today I did power cleans and squats (that's just a fancy, meat head way of saying I lifted weights), did some running, sit ups and pull ups...and I am feeling every bit of every exercise. My body knows it is 35, but my head, not so much.
I have been noticing that I am starting to become a 16 year old in some of my tastes in music, in my tastes in books and in what I do. I can not believe I am writing this, but I find myself listening to the local teeny bopper station, 96.1 KISS fm. Every city in the country has a KISS station, you know the one that most 35 year olds bypass because Ryan Seacrest annoys the crap out of them, yep, I am listening to that one more and more (I feel like I am cheating on Dave Matthews).
I find that I actually know some of the songs by heart, which is not good for my kids, as they do not care for my singing. They do, however, love when I dance with them (no I will not dance for you...ok, maybe I will).
My taste somehow went from classic rock and alternative rock to crap rock and *shudder* Katy Perry. I apologize to all 35 year olds out there, I am truly sorry.
Unfortunately, my inner teenager has not stopped at music, he has decided that my taste in "literature", I use quotes because I can not really consider what I am reading to be real literature, should become decidedly YA, or young adult.
It is not like I was reading the classics before, tho I did love Sherlock Holmes, but I was reading a lot of non-fiction. Then I started to delve into some fiction that was more adult in nature (no, not romance novels...yet) like The Millennium Trilogy and A Song of Fire and Ice. From there I went were no 35 year old should go...The Hunger Games. The sad thing is I loved it. I could write a 25,000 word review on why the first two books were so good and the third was terrible. After the Hunger games it was on to Prince of Thorns and now I am devouring Divergent (sorry Billy Shakespeare). I am happy that I have started some YA stuff and had to just close it forever...coughAshfallisterriblecough.
Now we get into my inner teenager's desire to be out in public...ugh, I hate him (can I call him Charlie, that seems like a teenager kinda name). I go to Crossfit Latrobe just about every day, I take 1 or 2 days off a week. I have no reason to wear the high socks (yep, I'm one of those guys), but I do. I have no reason doing cartwheels and round offs and back flips, but I am, because I am a moron.
If my children saw me attempting to do some of the exercises, like a pull up, they would disown me and beg me to never go out in public. They are going to love when I pick them up from the mall in my sweaty, high-sock gym clothes (so excited for that!).
I am writing a blog...I do not think I need to expound on that.
I am going out more than I did in my twenties, so clearly my inner teenager felt I was too much of a homebody. I have very little problem staying out late and getting up early (my stupid inner alarm clock gets me up at 6:30, every...freaking...day). I have been able to recover from my beverages of choice in a fairly decent way (I think it is because my liver was rested for so long).
So while I applaud my inner teenager for the energy, passion and enthusiasm, I may have to ground you (I hope you sneak out).
A face only a mother can love...
You're not alone in this... I hike now. I paddleboard. I have a better appreciation for being alive and actually living my life. However, I still appreciate my days on the couch reading... and for me it's often YA fiction, too. Damn, those young adults have some great choices in books these days!
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